Im My Motivation
Good day!

Got up and went to the gym at 6:30 this morning, before my classes! I was so proud of myself! And then for breakfast I had some fresh fruit and granola, and for lunch I had a cup of vegetarian vegetable soup, and a ham and cheese sandwhich on 12 grain wheat bread. So so far a good day :) I did have a cappachino though, which isnt the best for you, but its so cold outside that I just couldnt stand it! I feel so motivated today!!

One emotion: Embarrassed.

So I haven’t posted the past couple days, and for one reason.  I’m embarrassed.  The past 4 days have been horrible. I’ve only worked out once, and I have eaten like shit. 

Sometimes I want to blame my boyfriend because he has the fastest metabolism and can eat whatever he wants and is constantly offering me some and telling me how beautiful I am whether I lose weight or not, but I know it’s not his fault…it’s mine for giving in. 

So, starting right now, I’m going to get back on track.  I want to get under 200. In fact, I never want to see a 2 as the first number on that scale ever again. 6 pounds…that’s not a lot, right?? I’ve already lost 13! 6 more and I will be 199 pounds.  I. CAN. DO. THIS.

Yes! I dont wanna be a twig, I wanna be fit and in shape!!

Yes! I dont wanna be a twig, I wanna be fit and in shape!!

Feelin’ like shittttt.

Okay…so a little cheat isn’t bad in your diet.  Until that “little cheat” goes from a small bag of swedish fish to getting nachos and popcorn at the movies, AND eating two slices of pizza for lunch today! yuckkkyyyy!

Time to go to the gym and sweat that junk right off!